It's a quiet school day. The weather is absolutely perfect, for my taste anyway. The cold, crisp air seems to numb the pains of yesterday, if only for a short while.
It's a two edged sword, however, because even though the month of October is, in my opinion, the most beautiful and tranquil time of the year, it has a bitter taste also. But helplessness seems to be the word of the year. I'm helpless.
It consumes my every thought. It drives me to anger and confusion. What are my options? There are none... but one. One that will end this delusion once and for all. However, it may not be the only thing that is permanently eradicated.
Do I have